Public Places

It took me forever to decided what to do for lunch today. There were two main reasons for this. 1) I wasn't really hungry cause I went through 3/4 or a sleeve of saltine crackers this morning, and 2) because I was still feeling sick even though I went through 3/4 of a sleeve of saltine crackers this morning. Finally I decided to run to Tops and get a slice of their chicken wing pizza (I love it!) Well they also had garlic so I grabbed a slice of each and some Sierra Mist and headed to a table. So I sat there happily enjoying my lunch and reading a book until...

Some old guy that smells like piss comes and sits at the table next to me. I swear that will be the last time I eat in public while my sense of smell is so good. I wanted to be sick right there. It was absolutely disgusting. Ugh, just thinking about it makes my stomach turn.

In other news... I knew it wouldn't be long before word got around that I'm pregnant. After my horrifying lunch experience I was walking back into work and one of the ladies I'm friends with here, G, stopped and held the door for me, while I walked across half the parking lot. She said "I just wanted to congratulate you and let you know that I guessed it on my own. Don't worry, I won't tell anyone. I know what you've been through." First thing I thought, was how did you guess, I haven't seen you in almost a month (we work in different departments) and second was how do you know what I went through before? I know exactly where she got the information about my miscarriage from and how she found out I was pregnant again. B's friend and his girlfriend. The ones who have the two little girls that I've talked about. I suppose I don't mind so much, but it was just a little shocking that she seemed to know everything.

Well I think I'm done rambling for today, I can't wait to go home!