Back to Work

Well it's a Monday and I'm not feeling all that creative as you can tell by the title.

So about my weekend...

Friday when I got home I was so tired I tried to lay down with Brian (who was already napping in the bed) and take a nap. Well he kept sprawling out all over me so I couldn't fall asleep. After about a half hour he got up and went to the kitchen, I was thinking "Ahh, now I can get some rest," Well no cause minutes later he returns with a bag of Doritos, so all I can hear is the loud crinkling of the bag and the crunching of him chewing. So I got up and started cleaning for about an hour. Then I told him that I wanted to rent a video game. We rented a game and a few movies. It was so funny cause after the movie we BD and I said to him "I can't believe you made it through the movie!" (he never does) and he said "Well I knew I would be rewarded if I did. I got your message earlier, I like it."

Saturday breakfast was great, but I was really sad to see my grandparents for the last time. The don't know when they will be visiting again and even though they are quite healthy I can't help but think what if this is the last time I see them. I miss them so much, but we just can't afford to go visit them. It's about $350 just in gas to get there an back. Any way so it was raining and B was supposed to take his buddy Pat golfing so that his girlfriend and I could set up for his surprise party, but Pat was giving him a hard time. In the end B got him to go and we got to set things up. Pat was totally surprised!!! It was fun for a while but then I started to feel like a babysitter. His GF got drunk and out of my motherly instincts drinking wasn't much fun any more and I was watching the kids and making sure they weren't cold and that they were fed and all that. B ended up getting quite drunk and when I know the girls were in bed I looked at him and said it's time to go. Surprisingly he didn't put up much of a fight. And when I told him about what had been going on he felt bad that I ended up not having as much fun as I was earlier in the day. Not his fault but he thinks it was a little.

Then he surprised me as we were laying bed, it was only 10pm, and says "Well this was good timing this month. Tonight is an off night right?" He was referring to our EOD BDing. He says "I know you don't think I do, but I do think about it too. You aren't the only one going through it." I couldn't believe it, I told him "Well if you are going through it too and you feel bad about things I wish you would tell me cause some times I feel like I'm alone."

Then yesterday was a wash out in my mind. It was nice in a way though. I didn't get anything done, except 6 loads of laundry (which I'm so glad is done). We pretty much laid in bed all day and watched movies and the race. I worked on my blanket, I'm getting so close to being done that I can't wait! And I knew we should have BD in the morning, but we didn't and then half way through the day he back all of a sudden hurt. So in the end there was no BD yesterday and that frustrates me. But there is nothing I can do about it now. I just hope that he doesn't come home all tired all week cause I will just go insane!

So that's my weekend. I'll do a show and tell at lunch time.