Only one thing...

Could make this day worse... if AF arrives.

I have been so up and down this past few days on if I think I'm PG or not. Today is a not day. Had my usual AF cramping when I got to work this morning, but it's gone now. Now idea what's going on. But some moron made the intelligent decision to wear their white capris to work today, I wonder who that could have been? **points at self with both thumbs saying "It's me, it's me**

It was a great 4 day weekend, didn't really do much. I was miserable Friday, crying for no reason, exhausted but couldn't sleep, and feeling ill. Saturday I had enough energy to take a shower and make breakfast. That's about where it ended. Oh wait I prepared some food to marinade. Besides that it was a rainy day at camp and we watched a lot of movies. Sunday I never got out of my PJs (Shorts and a T-shirt) and I pretty much worked on my blanket all day. I used most of my energy packing at camp and then came home and unpacked. I was going to do some house work and laundry after that, but the energy was gone. Yesterday I went to breakfast with my grandparents and then went to their camper and canned some venison. We hung out for a bit and ate dinner there. But let me tell you by the time 3 rolled around I was ready for nap.

Today has been terrible. I had to pee so bad that I woke before my alarm this morning, took my temp, went to the bathroom and laid back down just in time for the alarm to go off. I normally get up a half hour later, but today I could fall back asleep even though I was so tired. My boss is being a jerk and I just want to scream at everyone. Not to mention my cramps that magically disappeared and are now making wonder if I should feel hopeful or doubtfull.

I love rollercoaster, when they are at an amusement park, not my emotions!

PMS here we come! I just want to go home and go to bed for the rest of the week.

I will be happier tomorrow I promise!