Wednesday, July 15, 2009

Will it Ever End?

I still want to cry every morning when I drop Lillian off. It makes it so hard to get through the day! I sit and think about how she is playing with another woman (even though I really like her) and it makes me sad. And then I think of how I have so much to do when I get home that I feel she is missing out on mommy time and that I'm not teaching her things. I can never wait for the end of the say when I can leave to get her. And the trip there seems to take forever!

Will this sadness ever go away?

Can you see why I miss her so much? Look at that precious little face...


  1. Yes, I know what you are going thru.
    I had to work full time when my daughter was small and missed out on a lot of 1st things.

    There was a needlepoint picture I did when she was small, wish I could find it, so I could quote it exactly. It had a rocking chair with a women holding her baby, and in the poem that was with it, It told that cob webs and dust could stay in my house, they simply had to keep, because I was rocking my baby and babies don't stay babies long.
    So enjoy every moment you can with your little one. Some of those other chores around the house will simply have to wait.

    More then once I would do laundry and have her close by me so I could talk to her and play with her while I did things I absolutely had to do.

    Hang in there, God will help you day by day.

  2. It will get better, I promise. I know it doesn't seem like it now...but it's been almost 4 weeks for me and I'm doing OK.

    Just cherish every moment that you are with her. Don't think about the time you're not.



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